The last few days have been hard for me. And honest to god I just need to vent.
I love my eldest sister Brandy. I do not like to think badly of her. She is my sister, and I would do just about anything for her. But it appears the feelings are not mutual.
Brandy is homophobic. Not only does she think it's a choice, she thinks it's just people trying to get attention. My mom knew I'd be afraid to tell her I'm trans, so she tried to soften the blow by telling her first.
I guess I expected her to accept me without question. That's what family is suppose to do. I was wrong. She literally said "that's not even a real thing." My mom says she'll learn to accept me some day.
But far be it from me to think "someday" just isn't fucking soon enough.